september 19th. nothing extraordinary about today. just sitting here, listening to coldplay and missing old friends. funny how people drift in and out of your world. people you couldn't imagine a day going by without, and then they're up and gone. i wonder about life, if maybe it's just a series of random coincidences. what if you're walking down the soup aisle, and one row over in cereal is your soulmate, or maybe just someone who'd have a profound effect on your world, and you only just miss them by minutes? what if the person in the car next to you on the highway is the one who has the answer to that question thats been lingering for years? i know this makes little to no sense, but i like to imagine that we're all connected somehow. six degrees of separation and all that. i imagine that one day by turning left when you normally would have turned right, you could alter the course of your life. and not literally. don't know if i believe in destiny or if i believe we make our own. i think i hover somewhere in between. ~shrugs~ i'm done. who am i fooling anyway? damn beautiful english music...i should switch to ween or something. piss up a rope, now there's a happy little ditty.