so, dan thinks i'm short...well, you sir, are fat and unattractive. so there. i'd say something else, but putting it here instead of on msn seems to lose some of its charm. dan, you are like the little brother i never had who i would constantly be trying to beat the shit out of but would fail becuase you are so much bigger than me. but i'm awfully squirmy, and i'm known to climb on people's backs and bite, so you never know. maybe i'd do some damage.

there's no snow here. this breaks my heart. i can't have christmas in one week with no snow - it's a farce. i don't think i can have christmas without my family either, but i'm trying it that way this year. ~sigh~ also, NO FUCKING CIGARETTES. damn.

i want to know, are any of you guys happy? i mean really happy. not just surface "i got a new such and such and it has temporarily filled the gaping hole inside" happy. is anyone ever really happy? wait...i've just gone through my whole chain of thought here, and god dammit it's all just gonna end up being about buddism and achieving nirvana or whatever. that sucks. i'm not deep. with that disappointing insight, i'm gonna go find some more terry prachett to read. i love those silly english. wanna just give em noogies. i'm still waiting for the gut-wrenching too. everything i want is slow in coming...