Are you Addicted to the Internet? 45% Average@Internet-User.com (41% - 60%) You seem to have a healthy balance in your life when it comes to the internet and life away from the computer. You know enough to do what you want online without looking like an idiot (most of the time). You even have your own Yahoo club or online journal! But you enjoy seeing your friends and going out to enjoy life away from your computer. The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Stvlive.com!

can this be? am i not hooked on the smack known as the internet? though i would like to believe it...i think the test lies. but it is my aspiring goal to attain this "healthy balance" spoken of. boring as all hell online during the day anyhow. night when friends come on is when the joint comes alive, and then i'm a happy girl. i need to dip down and find that inner strength, tap into it, and make a transition...no smoking, less internet, more exercising, etc. why are cigarettes so damn delicious? okay, so they're not...it's just an ongoing sturgle. i don't have the conviction that i did 2 years ago. in its place is a whiny sort of begrudging compliance. i can do this, i can do this...right after i finish this pack.
i'll be 25 in july. a quarter of a century old. the number doesn't bother me, it's the fact that i can now guage where wrinkles will be developing in the next 10- 20 years. i know the road map of my body...it's funny. when you're younger, you don't worry so much about it (at least i didn't), but the second that the ever-looming shadow of physical disentigration falls over you, you scramble to do your best to hold it at bay. ii'll be the first to admit, when it comes to activity, i am a lazy ass. i will do nothing as easily as take action. this blends with portions of the last paragraph there...inspiration. that's what i need. do i tape a picture of kate moss to my refridgerator? oh, woe is me...kate will ever be more beautiful than i. i'm the plain kind of pretty, if you happen to find me pretty at all. think holly-marie combs in charmed. pretty, but nothing so remarkable. i guess that's where my stunning personality comes into play. i'm making up for the exotic beauty i was cheated out of. ~laughs~ shallow, steff...shallow. i'll just retreat back into my fantasy island...wake me if you need something.