What I won't suffer through for a beautiful body...

okay, so i'm not working myself into agony everyday...but it's work. i'm thinking about fasting. this not smoking thing is going really well, aside from a few mental hang-ups, and i'm thinking a nice day full of cranberry juice to detox my system might help. god, don't let me become some health freak. if i turn into susan powter, kill me. (side note - how odd is it that i remember her name and her butch white crewcut, but not what she was famous for 15 minutes for? someone remind me? thanks.) actually, the chances of me going that far are slim. i don't get that ferociously dedicated to anything. brodie is resisting my greatest urges to use the potty...~sighs~ this is frustrating. but i will prevail. what's with me and rp these days? i feel so apathetic toward it... i'm apathetic to most things involving the net these days, but anyway...i should make an effort, especially since i just joined verasia. i feel shoddy, that i'm in there and haven't rp'ed yet. i'm going to, i'm really going to.