I do know where you go is where i wanna be...

that just makes me... how to descirbe it? the simple melody, the words...makes me feel all warm inside. it's a horrible description, doesn't do justice to the song, but i'm not a writer, am i? it's a horrible twist of fate to be have all these emotions, feelings claomoring to find some way out, and have no way to properly express them.
i was reading today (shanghai baby) and skipped ahead, flipping to various pages and reading a few words, then doing it again and again. i felt like a horrible cheat. don't know why i did it...it's not how i read books - unless i've read them over and over - and i suprisingly felt guilty. i guess i won't be doing that again. my husband hates it when i read. i don't pay attention to anything around me, and he says it makes him feel lonely. payback for all the nights he goes out after work and i stay here alone, i say. i'd write more, but i have so many other things i need to do...