I'm a little confused...

How can I be in such a good mood when I'm not working? Well, me working isn't a life and death situation - the hubby and I have survived for essentially 4 years on his income alone, and we've always been okay. Not rolling in the cash, but okay. I -am- stressed about having a job, however. The past weeks when I worked, I felt better about myself and life in general than I have in quite some time. Myabe I'm just viewing this as a vacation of sorts, because I fully intend to go back to work as soon as I find something. The only source of stress is my son's daycare, I hate to have to pull him out, even for a short time, but if that's the case, even so it shouldn't be too bad. I just... I want to work! I was out of the house, I took better care of myself than I had when I was just a homebody day in, day out, I stayed away from the computer quite a bit - good for me, good for my family - and because of how happy I was, that happiness poured over into every other aspect of my life. I don't want to lose that. I want it back, as soon as possible. (Though if I could work from home, I wouldn't complain. ~Grins~) Bottom line, as disjointed as this post is, I'm in a good mood, but if I'm not working within a few weeks, I fear I may not be.

Now, to switch gears. My husband bought a frozen dinner. The picture on the box showed some slices of whatever covered in cheese, and he thought it looked good. Imagine his surprise when he discovered that he bought the cheese and nothing else. I am making fun of him for that every day. He still loves me. My son was a big bundle of love yesterday. Every half-hour at the least, he came and gave me a hug and let me know he loved me very much. My son is the most amazing thing in the world. This morning when I sent him off to daycare, he only cried for 2 minutes. I know because I snuck into the office there to talk to someone, and there were no more tears and cries for mommy when I left. Progress. I found a website for a band that I hadn't heard since I worked at the Java Stop 6 years ago. Check out Charlie Post & Ugly if you happen to like some nice mellow almost folk-ish music. Apparently they're not really together anymore, but I can still order the cd that was stolen from me by the old roommate who really didn't like them anyway. I turn those songs on, and I can smell the fresh ground coffee and see the tie-dye. I long for Colorado.