One of these days...

Someday everything we've suffered through, everything we've strived for, everything that we've pinned all our hopes and dreams on will come to pass. I hope it means something.

It's so hard right now, walking the thin line between families. It's impossible to keep everyone happy, but it's what I'm being called on to do. Because the alternative is letting people degenerate into childish behavior, slinging mud back and forth. It's so hard to sit there and say nothing when someone is cursing and saying really hateful things about the people you love. Hopefully the talk I had was constructive. I let them know what they were saying was really hurting me, and I didn't want to hear it again. ~Sighs~ I just want to be in my own home again, on my own, without anyone else getting all up in my business. It seems so far away right now...