Saturday, October 25

At least one thing hasn't changed...

Saturday mornings are still all mine. The husband and son are still nestled safely in their beds, and both of them are probably dreaming of video games.

Things here have been hectic, but I'm beginning to see a routine emerge from the chaos. I like having a routine to guide my day. Now if I can just figure out where to fit exercise in with all of that... There's some perfectly good gym equipment mere feet away, and I intend to whip myself into shape.

I tried to talk to someone yesterday, someone I'd been friends with online for a long time. I realized I was beating a dead horse. I've struggled to keep the friendship alive for too long now, and with little reason. I can't give constantly without getting anything back, and that's what the interaction has been for a long time now - totally one sided. I guess the dynamics of our friendship changed a long time ago, and we never quite recovered from that. Before, I would have hurt over this, would have flown into a rage, something... now, after thinking it over, I just don't care anymore. Hope they stay happy, and that's about it.

So what's new with you guys? Naomi's blog is broken, so is Dawn's... John is around sorta but doesn't update his... I am having a really hard time getting the dirt here, people! I need updates!

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