Because the kids are getting kicks out in the schoolyard...

I'm so used to the dim screen of my PowerBook at work that I've had to change the settings on my monitor at home. That, or I'm slowly going blind.

I took my little guy, my reason for being, to visit his grandma for 3 weeks last Sunday. I cried for half an hour. Started crying the second I turned my back on her car. Walking from my car to my apartment was so quiet. The house was even quieter, so empty. I miss him terribly. I'm counting the days until he gets back.

Life without my son doesn't feel very good at all. I need to be cheered up, please.