Everybody's coming to the party, have a real good time

I think the worst is over, but don't quote me on that. Things are slowly drifting back toward what I would call normal. I cleaned the house like a madwoman yesterday, and even Kris got all helpful. Imagine my surprise when he started cleaning things that I didn't even ask him to! It was a thing of beauty. The day was dimished only because our A/C has stopped being effective and it's freaking humid up here right now. Fix it now plz.

My boys are leaving me next week - I take them to the airport early Wednesday morning. Don't know how I'm going to handle this, being alone. Granted, I'll be home with my mom for the holiday weekend, but there's still that gap. The one where I'll come home after work to an empty house. I have not been alone, completely alone, for years. It's a little nervewracking. The electricity bill will be huge because I'll have everything in the house going, just to create the illusion that there's someone else here. Thinking about it right now is depressing. Bah.

Dan, it's July 19th. I'll be 28... I can taste 30 already.